Inspiration

I seek inspiration, desire, oddities and chaos.
Let me see what you have to offer.
You know my path.
Do you dare to walk it?

Torn....

I find myself lost between two sides of me. The artist who feels a strong desire to create and well the rest of me which would rather fall into a story or game to kill time. Both give me a sense of pleasure and accomplishment. So this has been me over forever.  Which leads me to inquire why these parts seem at odds when I was younger they went hand in hand.

Are you mad?

Sanity is art confined from the mind.

I am true to my chaotic impulses. They rip and tear at my minds eye until I can release them to paper or my dreams. I'd love to share this with you but... I cannot just open my head and pour it out on the public. They would lock me away.

Porn vs. Art

Where is the line? Have you seen a nude and gotten a tingle? Was it inspiration or a sense of lust? I've questioned where that line is for years.... How can we draw a line when everyones reaction is different? Is there a point of obscene?
- Jebus

So you think you can tell...

A lot of people have turned me on to lots of different music. Some has added to my works. Some my memories... I love when those moments hit me.
    So I figured let's share a song memory. Now I must state this is edited to not name names, but share an image I cannot reflect in pen and ink or through other means.
  I am sitting in a dark room letting my mind drift and letting the music flow over me. I see a sky dark but between night and morn. I am sitting on a hill no other body near me. My eyes dart the horizon looking for someone... Is it you?
  There is a river so serene I do not leave my perch. Yet my mind flows forth. So you think you can tell. Heaven from hell... Which is this? I am floating forth my body still.

I'm back

It's been a while I wanted to bring everyone up to speed on my artwork and such. I've been playing with apps and sooooooo much more. This will hopefully be more updated as schedule allows. I'm in a new location and working out some of my twisted thoughts into paper and ink. You will get to see things as they develop. I'm expanding into desires and things beyond the norm for me. Hope you follow along...
Jebus